my heart is heavy

My heart is heavy, I have a lot on my mind at the moment and I have no where else to turn to but this space.

I know I have been for too long, 3 years to be exact and I know that of the blogs I used to read back then are closed now, don't even know if any one will be reading this but I have no option but to spill it out before I run mad keeping it all inside.

All lot has happened to me in te last 3 years and I am in a really dark place right now. I hope and pray I can pull through from this.